Why? Fucking answer me why the fuck wasn’t I good enough? Why? What in God’s fucking name did I do for you to just give up and stop loving me? I put every single ounce of my heart into making things work between us, and you just rid me off like I was nothing. Like I was just a piece of trash that you found worthless. Fucking know, that I haven’t had a single night where I didn’t cry. I lie to myself every fucking day into smiling and saying ‘Don’t worry, it’ll be better one day’. Well when the fuck will I ever see this day? It’s been months since you left me, and I’m still waiting for fucking happiness. I kill myself a little every single day. Whether it be in the form of a razor or smoking or drinking; I do whatever it takes to forget the pain you put me through. Why the fuck didn’t you go through the same emotion as me? Why were you lucky enough to move on and be happy? Let me guess, because you never loved me. You probably were more than happy to get rid of me from your life. You don’t even need to tell me, I know that’s how you felt. I’m honestly surprised you stayed with me as long as you did. You never loved me. You never fucking loved me. I was so god damn blind to think you even cared. You didn’t. You didn’t fucking care.
A text I’ve been dying to send to you